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cold and comfortable in these sour times
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[Monday, April 19th, 2004
// 8:53pm] |
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mmmfuck.
martha says somethin about jon lovin me? sweeeet. hes going to camp soon. mmmhm.
97average this (last) quarter. not baaaad, not bad. fuck mrs. szala for bringing my english average down 2 points, pshaw, 99.
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[Sunday, April 18th, 2004
// 4:24pm] |
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ahhh i suck. Jess did end up going with me to camp but we didnt see anyone till -3 seconds before we left.
oh. we talked to this kid who was named TERRY, who is TOM'S brother. Tom = bumpin wannabe/tony/terry. AHHH. they dont even look alike!
ehh yep.. i thought tyler/vhs was working today, but nooo. this kid from last year was and he just flew OFF THE SCALE. heh. i think his name is anthony, not sure.
jess is going with me again in 2 weeks. le-YES.
egaaaad. cleaning / douche homework.. badbad.
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[Saturday, April 17th, 2004
// 12:45pm] |
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gay.
VHS' name is Tyler. what is it with T names? terry cut his hair. he's still gorgeous, though. kara came with me to camp. jess avery was going to come today, but now she cant. kjdkaja. this is going to fucking suck.
i feel like shit and all i want to do is sleep. this place is getting too gay to deal with and im sick of every goddamn person. why cant school be over already? i dont want to fucking go monday, maybe i won't, maybe monday will never come.
i hope there's an apocalypse before the sun sets tomorrow. do me a fucking favor, God. i'd believe in you, then.
i can't stand it. there's too many people i can't be friends with, there's too many people who don't want to be friends with me. i need somebody new and somebody who gives a SHIT. put two and two together and realize this is why i want to be friends with tyler and terry. im being generous to assume theyre not dicks like everyone else, im being nice to assume theyd let me be friends with them. im sick of people here when theyre so unwilling to listen to you and actually hear you. god damnit.
i give up, i cant even get this into words.
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[Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
// 11:40pm] |
This is Sarah's journal, by the way. Not Mike's. K. Just so you all know. No more confusion. K. Thx.
Yeahhummm.
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[Sunday, April 11th, 2004
// 9:58pm] |
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so its easter. nobody cares.
went to camp and cleaned. gay. jon called. pretty cool. my mom still says i cant hang out with him because "im too young to hang out with boys one on one". whatever, i will, screw you guys.
ryans a fucking tard.
im tired as shit and tomorrow i have to be up at 6 for the goddamned funeral for a lady i neither know nor care about.
jess cant come to camp anymore. im going to fucking sleep all day.
i bought a cd of armsbendback. theyre decent.
i keep falling the fuck asleep whenever its quiet. the last night i had any decent amount of sleep was april 1st. 10 fuckin days. im fucking drained.
sleep deprivation
is
not
fun
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[Sunday, April 11th, 2004
// 9:21am] |
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life is a broken record.....
i can't believe what happened last night. it's insane. and i don't fucking care if you know what i'm talking about or not.
i had a weird dream, and i know where it came from.
STOP STOP STOP.
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[Friday, April 9th, 2004
// 1:15am] |
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HEY CAN I TELL YOU DC ROCKED? I CAN? OK. I WILL. IT ROCKED.
Actually there were just a lot of hot guys. Each day we decided we would get a picture of atleast one guy, and atleast one screen name the entire week. K. We ended up talking too; Zach # 1 - short kid with longish blonde hair, kinda spazzy, but OK. We stalked him then talked to him, never thought we'd see him again, got his pic. The next day at lunch we saw him, so we went to talk. He was like, N-O, I'm 12 and stupid, bye. Zach # 2 - I never actually got to meet him, Jess and Robin did whilst being late for the bus. He's said to have longish brown hair, and was all hot and whatnot. Got his SN. He lives in California. Tom - Met him at the cruise. He was like, LOOK at my lovely hair! We wandered around for hours and then finally went and talked to him. He was chill. Lives in Ohio, he's 14, and in 8th grade. Who found out ALL this info? ME. Go me. He was chill, he gave us his S/N, and Robin and I gave him ours. Matter of fact, I'm talking to him now! Adam - Tom's friend. He was like, y0. Tom's gonna give him our s/ns or whatever, we didn't have a pen then. John - Adam and Tom's friend. He was like, y0, too, and followed us to our bus. They're all 14, 8th grade, Ohio-ers, BTW.
There were a few asshole encounters, though. The Volcom Kid, Zach # 1, and John # 2. Yeah. Screw them, their stories aren't worth telling. HAH.
About actual DC... it was OK. Not too interesting. Mhm. Wedsnesday it was 70 though, so that made me go :)
AND EMMM I'M GONNA B DUN 4 NOW, LOLZ.
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[Sunday, April 4th, 2004
// 8:24pm] |
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tony's name is Terry.
He's fuckin HOTT. haha.
Jon's a sweetie, and I have his room keys. I got a flying hug, too.
Closer to Nowhere was awesome, tho I didn't get to hear much, considering these faggots were talking. Whatever.
I spent the weekend with Martha <3, and tomorrow I go to DC. Not cool, man. Not cool.
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[Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
// 3:31pm] |
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hmm.
It looks like I'm going with Jess on Saturday to see Jon's band play up at Sweet Cravings. He's in two bands, so I actually don't know which is playing, I'll have to find out from Martha. Martha's going to be there, too. I haven't seen her since February<3. It'll be awesome, her friends are all going to be there, and I think Jess is bringing Brittnie and Robin.
I feel so.. teenish. Stating everything I'm going to do or have done on a daily basis. Does it get much worse than that? I'm begining to doubt it.
Next week it's down to Washington D.C. Then spring break, but break's going to blow, because I have to spend the majority of it at Camp, alone, for 8 hours at a shot. Laaaame.. might just WALK to town. Ohhhhh ecstasyyyyy.
So anyways. Slimfast is yummm, and fur-wearers (as in people, not the animals, should I have to specify?) deserve to die. K. I'd like to think I'd look dashing in human skin. Someone else's skin. Don't you agree?
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[Sunday, March 28th, 2004
// 2:43pm] |
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new layout thanks to alex.
last night i went out for dinner and got back around 9:30? Just as I got in the phone was ringing, and it was Mike asking if I could go bowling... rather, boaling. And my parents let me? So we went at like, 10, but Redwood wanted $12 at the door andddd we were like. N-O. So we went to Bowlers Club, it was cool and ghEtTo. yup. Every time ricky and sean got a strike they humped the floor. BTW my name = Sarahxxxxxxxxx. I'm hardcore.
Soo.. mhm. Now my computer's in my room. Heaven.
SHIT SHIT HOLY SHIT. School tomorrow. :(
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[Friday, March 26th, 2004
// 11:09pm] |
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ahh awesome past few nights.
last night i went to the mall with jess avery and we practically spent the whole night in claires, until we had to buy afrinafrinafrin for my nose and ran into josh. oh and mr. smoothie. mhm. then we got home and jess called darren and told him he was gonna come over annnd.. yeah, it ended up we were gonna wake up at 6 and call him, but, we didn't. we woke up, but didn't call. he came at 8 anyways. i couldn't SEE anything because I didnt have my contacts in, but.. Yep. then he left, and i had some flamtastic ortho appointment.
laterr i went to the mall with kara and we ran into mike and josh again and ricky and two other people we didn't know.. called chad but he was a fuck and wouldn't walk. so. they left. we ended up at johnny rockets and they were there but then they ran somewhere else, so we saw 50firstdates. it was ok.
but.. yep. last few nights? = good. tomorrow the comp's goin in my room. hallelujah. i already got the big screen tv and dvd player in there. :]
SO. it's only friday.
two
more
daysofthis.
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[Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
// 9:56pm] |
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I guess I've gotten better? Now I'm just like. Boderline.
:: RANDOM OUTBURST OF ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::
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[Monday, March 22nd, 2004
// 8:50pm] |
New layout.
Photobucket.com thx 2 jess ahaha.
Tomorrow = shopping.
Me after tomorrow = radder than ever.
Old new hair, biotchhh.. I wanted it to be cut more at an angle, but whatever.
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[Friday, March 19th, 2004
// 4:03pm] |
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Hahaha, aqua cadet. GO ME.
robin and i are going to the mall tonight, we might meet up with jess if she goes, 'cause i have her ring and we want to see darren and SUCHHH.
this weekend = gay. mrsszala = gayer.
AQUA CADETS UNITE!
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[Thursday, March 18th, 2004
// 4:25pm] |
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what IS it with kids aged 10-15 that makes them so unbelievably dumb? I would like to know. And what the hell is with people going out with others and claiming they love them? Hey, kiddies, wake up; you're a TEENAGER, k. You're not gonna find your soul mate at 13, so shut upppp. It's annoying, ehh. Give it a few months, then decide if you love them.
I laugh at the majority of losers my age.
Because they're losers.
ahhh I'm a klutz, I spilled water all over my deskkkk and, I'm not cleaning it up. :)
Haircuts tonight, I might do something dRaStIc! Have fear!
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[Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
// 9:13pm] |
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Teachers, school, and interums are gay. GAY, GAY! DO YOU HEAR ME?! GAY!
check out TOWER OF ROME [http://www.hxcmp3.com/bands/4732/], peepz. Mike commented on my GJ (disectingghosts), and I checked them out, they're pretty rad, grind and stuff.
during yearbook we went around and ripped posters down. it was good venting material, but, I feel like a fag for being in yearbook in the first place.
Michel gave me a ride home so i didnt have to take the scrubby bus. I saw Josh Piel walking a-home. GASPZP.
eh um eh uh hum mhkra.. i want to dye my hair now, not in june. :[
old layout, too, until i a) become unlazy enough to make a new one or b) someone else makes me a new one*
*PREFERED
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[Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
// 7:42am] |
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Ok, this state is mentally retarded.
Cardilage peircings are now considered body peircings, and you must be 14 to get it done, with a slip signed by a notary. It's no longer just haul-your-parents.com, it's BE-A-COMPLETE-PAIN-IN-THE-ASS.com. Ugh. The lady was like, "Yeah, it's sore for a year, omfg it's dangerous, blah blah." I was tempted to tell her to shut the fuck up, because she works at Claire's. Die pls. We had originally gone to get it done at Impulse Tattoo's, but, there was only 2 people working? And they were busy?
So I'll get it done over break. But let me express my anger.
SLFDKA/ I need to go shopping, too.
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[Saturday, March 13th, 2004
// 12:01pm] |
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Was up till 3, roughly, and woke up at EIGHT because my dad thought, of all times, THAT would be THE BEST hour to be on the PHONE. Five hours does NOT make me happy. So I came downstairs and flipped, then went upstairs and fell back asleep. I don't even really remember what I did, but I was mad. Slept until 11sh, when my mom called THREE TIMES IN A ROW to tell me she was going to dunkin donuts. Ugh.
So, raaar. coffee coolata's are Mmn, andand, I need to straighten my hair.
The Air Near My fingers = <3.
Cannon = <3
Girl, you have no faith in medicine = <3.
Thxbye
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[Friday, March 12th, 2004
// 9:38pm] |
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my computer speaks to me in a language of raspberries and static
early mornings spent staring into nothingness and seeing only you
maybe ill just worry the time away
since both of us are too tired to care
im sick of being your tomorrow while youve always been my today
the moment i turn away we both know youll notice me
went to the docs. got medicine. my parents are immature fools and i hate them.
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[Thursday, March 11th, 2004
// 2:43pm] |
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I'm in school, biaaatches.
Ehhh... I can't breathe through my nose. HAHAHAHAJDHJAHJSHJADKSHFASFAL>
FUCKKKK
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